My son’s girlfriend had a baby girl on the 7th March of this year. Ive seen her 3 times since then. My Grand Daughter’s Mother for some unknown reason has elected to not let me see my son’s daughter. She will also not answer my texts, calls or anything. Its a wonderfully open line of … Continue reading »
Thinking
I’m laying in my bed, alone and wondering why exactly am I alone? What is this being apart from the very one person I do not want to be apart from, teaching me? It seems ridiculous to me at times that I’m even looking for a reason. But I am a strong believer in that … Continue reading »
When you Can’t Not.
How serendipitous it was, To have met The One It was if all of the clouds Across all of the skies Synchronised their parting Preparing this moment An immense feeling of light He permeated my being He brang me the Sun. They have a special day Where lovers from all over the … Continue reading »
Why?
I’m curious as to why Humans feel the need to form relationships? What is it about us, that feels we need someone to share with us, be with us? Why am I asking? Because I found the one, you know how everyone is meant to have “the one”? Well found him. Now I sometimes wonder … Continue reading »
If you love someone, set them free.
I’m trying to figure out why this is just hurting me so much. I think what it is, is that weirdly I still loved him. Not in love with him, or not even want to be with him, but I still had something there. I mean fuck I spent 22 years with him, I … Continue reading »
When one door closes, another Opens.
I’ve had signs for the past few weeks that something was going to happen. Lots of dreams at night, that would kind of scare me, I would wake up feeling pretty much alone…Oh hang on, I was alone. Last night I dreamt that I was in the snow and cold and had to complete a … Continue reading »
The Long Distance Relationship
I was just looking online about how to survive a long distance relationship. One of the handy tips they supplied was to have goals in mind. On reading that I did agree, as I know myself if I can focus on my next meeting with Jimmy, well that can help me through the fucken … Continue reading »
Smiling thoughts
I found this great blogger who runs a poetry competition each week. I decided to partake as Ive always enjoyed writing poems. Please visit him http://clownponders.wordpress.com/ Here is the first poem I have written for his competition. You didn’t say much to me While I was growing up You preferred silence And an alcohol filled … Continue reading »
The longest letter to an Arsehole, in history.
I am so incredibly angry at you, and really fucken frustrated with myself. I find it so dam hysterical to the point of tears that after 23 years of looking after our kids and our home while you fucken did whatever you wanted whenever you wanted. While you were a workaholic, it was me that … Continue reading »
Sonny Carroll
Have you ever read something that just made so much sense to you, resonated exactly with what you were going through at the time of reading? I did a few years ago. I came across this poem online and at the time, I so got it. It was like it was written just for me. … Continue reading »
